Having this truly is a roller coaster. On the plus side it's been great this week as I have managed to work into the afternoons but I have found I have been frustrated with my inability to get the things done I want to achieve. This is tough to deal with. I am so driven by getting things done that it constantly annoys me that I can't get there because of the fatigue I have to deal with through chemo.
However i just have to remember that it could be a lot worse and at least I can function. God knows how I would deal with this if I had sickness and other side effects too.
Putting my grumbling aside it's been good to be at work.
The kids are on holiday as well now so Clare can finally get a break from school runs without my help. 6 weeks until her due date now. We're looking at her getting induced early should baby not arrive before a chemo cycle starts so I can be there with her at the hospital. Not great but better than risk her going to the hospital alone!
Planning to work the rest of the week, have a nice weekend then dive into round 3 or chemo next week.
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